My results are in and I have to be honest, I’m not living up to my Why. My goal was to get stronger on this 90 day journey.

Physical strength is one thing.

But my mental strength feels so weak right now.

I wish so badly that I didn’t care as much as I did. I wish so badly that I could turn a switch and be emotionless. I wish so badly to read comments and feel nothing.

But it is what it is. This journey is TESTING me.